“How is everyone’s summer going?” Leah asked.
“Pretty good, I had the best date ever.” Ryan said
“We all hung out at least once, so that’s good. ” Bree said.
“Where’s Embry?” Leah said.
“Maybe since we are all at my house, he won’t come. ” I shrugged.
“I hope he does come.” Seth said.
“Me too.”
“What?” Seth seemed surprised.
“I still love the guy.” The doorbell rang, “I got it.” I skipped to it. Embry was standing there in a nice v-neck, black jeans, and Tims and looking all types of yummy.
“Hey.”
“Hey.” He pushed past me.
“Ouch.” Bree said from the other side of the room.
“Are you okay?” Ryan asked Embry.
“Yes, I’m fine.” He grumbled, clearly he was far from it.
“How was that date? ” Bree asked. She just loves rubbing salt in the wound.
“It was amazing! We saw this crazy ass movie about dreams within dreams. Then we had dinner and walked downtown until 3 in the morning. ”
“Sounds like fun.”
“It was. Ryan is actually funny, who knew?”
“I still never got a kiss.” He rolled his eyes.
“See what I mean? Funny. ”
“Besides that, bigger and better news, New York with Emmett?” Seth asked.
“It was great! I wish I could live with him forever, or that he at least wouldn’t live so far away.”
“Didn’t you say you were going to college in New york?”
“Yes, so I’ll live there 2 to 4 years. But that’s different.”
“Why don’t you just marry him?” Ryan said.
“I don’t love Emmett, god no. I love him as my best friend. But we would never work out romantically.”
“Yeah, and according to you, you only love one person.” Ryan said.
“Stop being so sour.” I dead armed gim.
“Fuck that hurts.”
“Enough about me, what have you guys done?”
“Seth and I spent quality time with our son and hit a few amusement parks. It was fun.”
“I have done nothing.” Embry offered.
“Why?” Bree asked.
“I take that back. It turns out the baby isn’t mine; Amber is a lying bitch and besides that, I’ve done nothing ”
“You’re missing out on being a dad. ” Seth shook his head.
“It’s ok, I can have a baby with someone I actually love now.” My heart fluttered, but I controlled my face.
“Are you two going to get back together or what? ” Leah finally asked.
“Probably not.” Embry said. Leah raised an eyebrow.
“Why? You two are my OTP, you’re supposed to be endgame! I believed in you!” She said.
“Did you hear the way they roasted each other? There’s no coming back from that.” Seth laughed.
“Non è colpa mia se è un dio maledetto imbroglione!” I directed at Embry.
“Woah, calm down, English.” Leah said.
“She called me a god damned cheater.” Embry provided.
“You understand Italian?”
“Yes, she’s taught me Italian, I taught her Quileute, then we learned sign language together.”
“See, that’s what I mean, bae goals.” She said.
“Back when we were baes. Now we don’t talk.” Embry said.
“Should’ve kept your legs closed.” Leah said.
“But we weren’t together. ”
“In that same time period, how would you feel if she was at your house confessing whatever the hell she told you then went home and fucked Davud, got pregnant and it wasn’t yours.” Leah was always the voice of reason.
“She would be dead because I would kill her for cheating on me.”
“You two weren’t together.” Leah countered.
“I’ve been waiting for over two years just to get her, if she cheated, I would be so fucking done. Like she wouldn’t even exist anymore.”
“Come pensi mi sento? Non sono forse abbastanza buono?”
“You are…”
“Si scopata che cagna!”
“Repeat that last word.”
“Cagna!”
“I knew it, I know I did, I’m sorry. I’m a dumbass, she started it and I was too burnt out to stop her.”
“Lei ha approfittato di te?”
“I guess if you phrase it like that.”
“Why didn’t you just say that?” I asked, finally calming down for English.
“I wasn’t going to blame her for that. I have to own up to what happened.”
“Mia!” Lyell ran to me. I picked him up.
“Volto che voglio schiaffo!” I kissed his cheek.
“What?’ He asked.
“Face I want to slap,” I grabbed his tiny face.
“Take me upstairs. I want to show you something.” He pleaded.
“Okay.” I whisked him upstairs. He showed me his pillow fort.
“Hey nice fort.”
“I made it all by myself.” He said proudly. I grabbed his hand as he led me inside.
“What do you play with?” I asked.
“I’ll be Batman. You be Joker.”
“Is it because I look scary?” I laughed.
“No, you’re not scary at all! You’re my sweet Auntie. ” He laughed.
“What if I do this?” I opened my eyes super wide and stuck my tongue out.
“No.” He laughed.
“This?” I rolled my upper lip up to show my teeth.
“No,” he giggled.
“Darn it! I’m not scary.”
“No you’re not.”
“I can tickle you!” I tickled him as he thrashed, after a few minutes, I stopped. I picked up Joker.
“Hey Batman you can’t stop me from doing crime.”
“Yes I can Joker! Pew pew pew!”
“I do what I want, nothing will stand in my way.”
“Except justice delivered by me.” We played for a good hour until he got tired.
“Go to sleep.” I kissed his forehead.
“Sing to me.” I picked him up and sung rock a bye baby.
“No, not that song, that’s about a baby falling out of a tree.”
“What do you want me to sing?”
“Something besides that. You are a great mommy.”
“I’m no one’s mommy.”
“Why aren’t you someone’s mommy?”
“I don’t have kids, and I’m not planning on having kids until I’m married.”
“To Zio?” He asked.
“Zio and I aren’t talking to one another.”
“Why, did he make you mad?”
“Just a little.”
“Is he still Zio?”
“You can call him Zio if you want.”
“Okay. Good.”
“Go to sleep pettegolezzo.”
“Pettegolezzo?”
“You nosy little boy. You must get that from your mom.”
“Just a little.” I kissed him on his nose and sung Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. When he was asleep, I placed him in his bed and gently closed the door and walked downstairs.
“What?” I asked to my friends that were staring at me.
“We heard the entire thing on the baby monitor. ” Bree said.
“Mother of the year goes to…” Ryan said.
“I want you to have my babies.” Bree gushed.
“I would love to have your babies, Bree.” I laughed.
“You left in the middle of working this out.” Leah chastised me.
“I’m sorry, a little boy wanted my attention.”
“Okay Michael Jackson.” Ryan laughed.
“No, stop it.”
“I have something to show you guys!” Bree jumped up.
“What is it?”
“Follow me.” She left and went down the basement, what the hell is down there?
“What is it?” Leah asked.
“Mia, go turn on the light.” she said. It was our wine cellar.
“Sure.” I stepped in and pulled the switch. The door was slammed shut and I heard them lock it. I turned to see Embry.
“Oh fuck me, I’m stuck in here with you.” I groaned and ran a hand through my boob length curls.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” he looked pissed off.
“I don’t want to argue with you,” I banged on the door, “Let me out!”
“No, you two work it out.” Leah yelled and I heard the basement door close.
“Fuck, I don’t want to be in here with you.”
“Seriously, that’s how you respond to this situation? I’ll just sit in the corner until they eventually have to let us out.” He stood in the corner under the window facing the barricaded window before sitting.
I sat facing the door. I’m stuck in here with the love of my life and he doesn’t even want t talk to me. He’s treating me like he hates me and I really don’t want him to hate me. I love him. But he doesn’t even realize what he did wrong. And I feel like shit because of everything I did with my bestfriend, especially the phone call with him. I do love Emmett, but I love Embry in an entirely different way. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but he makes it so hard to be with him. I suppose I should love him harder and make him feel more ‘worthy’ like he told me that one night in my bedroom, but it’s hard to give my all to him. With Emmett, the love just flows out of me, but with Embry I have to force things to work out. I sniffled and wiped my face.
“Are you crying?” Embry asked, his voice much closer than I expected. I jumped up and walked all the way around him, steadying myself on the counter.
“No, just got dust in my eye.” I wanted to hold him, kiss him, fuck him. I’ve been waiting to fuck him for ages, and being in such a confined space makes it hard for me to hate him.
“Cat, just talk to me.” he placed his warm hand on my back. Just a little lower, grab my ass. I had to stop myself from asking him.
“No.” I might confess how madly in love I still am. He turned me around, picked me up, and placed me on the counter, standing in between my legs, making it impossible to leave. Him being so close to me made me desperate to have him. My damn body betraying me.
“Cat, I am sorry for cheating on you.” he looked in my eyes.
“Honestly, what made you want to fuck her?” I said with fury in an attempt to hide my hurt.
“She started undressing. I went to her house to help paint a mural on her wall, then she gave me water, we fucked, and I fell asleep soon afterwards.”
“She roofied and raped you?”
“I guess, but I’m not just going to throw her under the bus. I made the decision to go over to her house, and I would have owned up to my child if it was mine, but it’s not.” I looked at him, he was really hurting my soul. He looked tortured.
“At least you’re honest.”
“Is there a chance for me and you?” he asked. I turned my face towards the door.
“Probably not,” his face fell, “That’s what you told Leah.”
“That’s what I thought until after you left and Ryan, Seth, and the rest of them told me that you say that you love me again.”
I blinked away tears and whispered, “You thought I wouldn’t want you?”
“You were the one that broke up with me.”
“I didn’t want to, but you hurt me. I want to be the first and only one you have children with. I want to be the one you come home to every night, and you sleeping with Amber ruined the entire thing. It hurt.” He grabbed my shoulder, forcing me to look at him again.
“I promise to never even think of another woman again. I love you Cat. Were they telling to truth, do you love me again?”
“Why did you brush past me?” I changed the subject.
“I didn’t want to see your face. Your gorgeous face knowing that you don’t love me that I never will have a chance with you.”
“Yet you said those embarrassing things in front of our friends.”
“You said some shit too.”
“You fucking started the whole argument. I was trying to have a nice conversation and you started acting like a douche.”
“You made me jealous. I know you did it on purpose, so yes. I lashed out a bit.”
“I actually didn’t try to make you jealous. It just happened.”
“It just happened? With your ‘bestfriend’ who you’ve been telling me you don’t have feelings for?”
“He was there to comfort me once again like he’s been for the past 3 years.”
“Comfort you by fucking you? Like he has for the past three years.”
“Like we both know, he has never fucked me. You were my first, Embry.” my thighs trembled a little bit.
“I don’t even know anymore. Everything you told me has been a lie.”
“I never lied to you.”
“About Emmett you have. How do I know you won’t run back to him again?”
“If I’m in a relationship with someone, I stay loyal to them. And what the fuck you mean you don’t know? You were my first, there was blood.”
“You could have faked it. Like how you faked loving me.” I slapped him hard across the face and pushed him away from me. I reached the door and picked the lock open.
“That hurt.” he rubbed his face.
“Like what you said to me didn’t?” I stepped into the living room part of the basement.
“Not like that.”
“It does hurt. I never faked anything with you.”
“Really?” he seemed skeptical.
“Goddamn you. You’re so fucking insecure about yourself. It’s hard trying to comfort you all the time when you don’t trust me.”
“How can I trust you if you lie?”
“I NEVER lied to you.”
“You lied about not being a virgin.”
“Actually, I never said it straight out, I just avoided confessing because I wanted to fuck you.”
“If we were still together when you went to New York, would you still have fucked Emmett?”
“I didn’t fuck Emmett anyways. The only person I think of fucking is you. But if we were together when I went to NYC, then there wouldn’t have been heavy petting.”
I sat on the sofa and layed down. He’s hurting my soul. He laid down by my head.
“Cat.” he touched my shoulder.
“Don’t fucking touch me.” I wiped away my tears.
“I’m sorry.”
“Shush. Your words only hurt me.”
“My words? You can fight grown men, but cry at words?”
“Yes. Because you know exactly what to say to hurt me.”
“I’m only voicing my inner thoughts. Why do words hurt?”
“Not just any words, only your words.”
“Why?”
I looked up at him, “I love you.”
“When did you start loving me again?” I blushed and looked away.
“I never stopped.”
He turned me around and looked me in the eyes, his beautiful hazel eyes pierced my soul and he kissed me.
“No, stop.” I pulled away from his kiss and sat up.
“Why?”
“You can’t just kiss me after saying the shit you said.”
“I’m sorry Cat, I am insecure, I admit it.”
“This has to be the last time. My heart can’t take anymore of this.”
“I promise, this is the last time.” he kissed me, this time I let him. He pushed me on my back and climbed on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and let my fingers wander in his shoulder length hair. It was growing out again.
My top came off and he kissed me down my sternum, to my tummy, and to the waistband of my jeans
“I’ve been wanting this for so long.” I whispered, he stopped to look up at me.
“You’re gorgeous, you can get anyone you want.”
“I want no one but you Embry, how many times do I have to say it? I want you to be my first only and last.”
“I didn’t have sex with anyone either.” he pulled my leggings off of me, admired my thong and pulled that off too.
“You are so fucking hot. Umph, I want you bad.” I said. I pulled off his shirt and he stood, kissing my neck. He was flushed for once.
“I don’t have a condom.” he pulled back with the realization. I wanted to tell him just to fuck raw, but then I would have to admit that I’ve been on birth control for ages.
“It’s fine.” I got out of his grasp and turned off the light in the wine cellar and shut the door before walking over to the shelf built into the wall and pulled out the giant box.
“Esme leaves the box in here for anyone. That way it’s more confidential than giving them to us.” I pulled out different kinds, “Ribbed, glow in the dark, non latex, flavored, what kind do you want?’
“Ribbed.” he said, I put the small boxes in and threw the big one on the top shelf.
“Here.” I tossed the box at him.
“You don’t have to have sex with me. We could just cuddle.”
“I really, really want this.”
“Me too.” he laid me on my back and grabbed the folded up blanket and draped it over us. He entered me slowly, but it was still uncomfortable.
“Please, stop.” I moaned, he stilled.
“What’s wrong?”
“I haven’t had sex in almost four months, it’s just a little uncomfortable.”
“It’s been that long?”
“Yes.” I moaned and wrapped my legs around his waist, my body adjusted fairly quick and soon I was rubbing up and down on him.
“Do you want me to move?”
“Yes please Embry.” I moaned and placed my hands on his back, pressing him close to me.
“Shit you feel good.” he started moving in me.
“You feel so good in me.” I moaned and pulled my legs tighter around him.
“Cat.” he laughed.
“Hmm?” I mewled.
“I can’t move, you are crushing me to you.”
“Just let me have this.” I kissed his neck and loosened my legs around him.
“You’re stronger than me.” he observed.
“I work out.” I kissed him passionately. He thrusted in deeply. I started puling and grinding my hips into his, “You are so good at this. Fuck me harder.”
He listened and started pounding me faster.
“I’m so close.” I moaned.
“Me too.” I moved his hands under my butt and squeezed. I came around him and trapped him in me.
“Cat, you aren’t letting me move.”
“I can’t unloosen myself. It feels too good.” instead, I started practicing Kegels around his dick.
“That feels amazing.” he came. I started getting sleepy.
“Kitten?”
“Hmm?”
“Fuck, you’re sleepy.” he kissed my lips and stood up. He dressed himself pretty quickly, and just in time because the basement door opened.
“Cat? Embry? Have you made up?” Bree asked.
“Yes we have.” Embry said. Bree left and I dressed myself. He wrapped me in the blanket and carried me up the stairs.
“Yes! They’re back together!” Leah smiled.
“Yes.” Embry smiled down at me.
“Is something wrong with her?” My dad walked through the front door.
“No, she’s just tired.”
“Please tell me you’re not back together with him.” My dad groaned. He’s never been too fond of Embry because he thinks Embry is a bad influence and wants to get into my pants. It’s finally because I’m the bad influence and I want to get in his.
” Yes we are Papa.” I yawned and stretched. Embry picked me up.
” I’m going to tuck her into bed.” He waved.
” And you leave that door open. I don’t care what Esme allows, none of that is going to happen here.”
“Marcus, please stop it. Mia is a well mannered young woman.” Esme chided.
We reached my bedroom and he unraveled me, my shoes, a box of condoms, and clothes fell on the bed and I kicked them off on to my floor, I’ll clean it later.
“Goodnight.” he kissed my forehead.
“No, you aren’t leaving me.” I grabbed his wrist.
“Let me at least shut the door.” I let go of him and he locked the door and joined me under the covers.
“Take off your clothes.” my sleepy hands reached for his shirt. He took off everything and threw his clothes on the ground.
“Anything else?”
“No, just hold me.” I wrapped my arms around him and he threw his leg over mine.
“Are you going to fall asleep or are you going to keep mewling?”
“I thought you liked it?”
“You are giving me a boner.” he moaned.
“Let’s go again.” I was suddenly reinvigorated. He put on another condom and pulled me on top.
“Wait, what the hell?”
“I want you on top for once.” he smiled.
“I feel so awkward. I don’t know what to do.”
“Just ride.”
“I can’t obviously.”
“I didn’t know what to do the first time either.” I was turning red.
“Let’s try this again when I’m not half asleep.”
“No, you learn now.”
“I feel so awkward.”
“I want you to ride my face eventually.”
“Oh fuck.” I moaned and bit my lip. The thought of it turned me on beyond belief. I grabbed his dick and carefully sunk on to it.
“Do you want me to talk dirty to you?”
“God yes, please do.”
“You should see how sexy you look on my dick.”
I bounced up and down and he grabbed my ass.
“You’re doing it right, I don’t know what you were concerned about.”
I leaned forward and rested my palms on his chest and slowly started moving my hips in circles.
“Fuck that’s-” his eyes rolled back as he moaned. I got a little more confident and pulled all of my hair over one shoulder and put more of my back into it.
“I’m going to bust.” he slapped my ass and grabbed it tighter. I grabbed his chest and scratched my nails on his skin. I sat up and threw all of my hair behind me and grabbed my boobs. Embry licked his lips as I pinched my nipples and rolled them around. His hands left my ass to take place of my hands.
“Fuck.” I cried out, it felt so good. I dodnt want to br too louf because of everyone downstairs. I started bouncing again, the headboard started lightly hitting the wall and the sound turned me on even more.
“Oh fuck.” He came in me.
“I’m so- ah.” I came after him and laid on his chest.
“I promise to stop being so insecure. And I won’t go over to any girl’s house without you express permission. So you say you never faked anything?”
“Mhmm.” I mumbled.
“Even an orgasm?” He rubbed my back.
” Not even one of those.” I smiled. He relaxed.
“That door is closed!” Dad yelled. He was down the hall.
“Go back downstairs.” Esme was very polite. I dozed off.
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